at last ....

i receive his msg around 11.30 on 28/02/09 after a week i guess. the msg was like this

hamzah : hai...tgh wat ape? - 1st msg...

hamzah : dh tido? -2nd msg

aku x reply pon sbb aku xde cdt..yea lh dh lama x top up sbb klu top up pon nak call sepa kan...xde sepa2 kot...so aku biar je lh msg tu ( sory lh ye ... :p ) tp suprise me..he called..then i answered..bermula lah debate antara aku dan dia.....well he admit his mistake tp aku dgn selambanye berkata WHATEVER !!!!! (tone ego ni yg hanya d ketauhi ole org2 yg terdekat) once i said and made tone like that it actually bermaksud :

(1) aku GERAM
(2) aku PANAS HATI
(3) aku mmg panas hati yg teramat sgt

ok back to my coversation ngan dia td... well he did explain nape dia bt mcm 2, boleh diterima lh excuse yg die bagi....hurm??? ntah lh..aku malas nak memanjangkan issues ni kot..
but I've made a huge mistake (i guess) that girl kwn dia je sbenarnye (based on dia lh)...pheww...what a mistake...lalalalala

so kitaorg bt kata sepakat....??sepakat?huhuhu aku yg nakkan mcm 2 kot with the reasons lh of cos....kitaorg jd kwn dulu..start all over again....kwn tuk mengenali hati budi masing2 sbb may b dgn cara ni aku rase baik tuk kitaorg....rasanye lh

i admit, i felt so sad and ada jg nangis cuz m still love him, l love him so much (peh jiwang lh pulok...) but aku rasa our r/ship x sampai kemana klu kitaorg mcm ni slalu...like what hamzah said both of us ada EGO yg tinggi... whatever lh (alamak ni bukan sakit ati tp .... arggghhhh aku sdiri pun x tau nak clasify)

ok2 stop for now ...dia ajak on9 ni.....bye n selamat malam.